well this has been a fun time this whole week and week before.. I'm so sick of people I could puke, I'm tired of being so nice and friendly to people who are just going to toy with my emotions and leave me in pain again and again. I tried to like people, i really did, but I can no longer take it. i have my friends, the ones I'm talking with now, but other than that people are going to have to earn my trust, because i'm not going to get shit on again by people that pretend to care about me. i dont think I'm going to be posting alot more art, I dont want to -share- so that everyone can be like "wow your drawings are awsome!" but then the person behind them !sucks!

all my life I've been used and toyed with by people because I had this delusion that people were actualy good, and cared about me, but I was dead DEAD wrong. People dont give a shit about anything but themselves and when they are your friends it's only because you make them feel good and that is your "job" to make them feel good and maybe for a few seconds you might get a little glimmer of happynes. The world is such a lovely place isn't it?

I'm going to stop writing now

BYE!